wrote it over a month ago.
I tried to avoid this
Seldom remember to forget
All the promises you made, days felt we wasted
I thought I had it all planned out
Turns out you were like every other
Coated my mind with lies, believing so easily
Time will pass and show what's to contemplate
As I wait for the day, can't seem to get over this phase
What will happen, where and when
Will our hearts defeat the tide
Another dozen ask what's wrong
I can't pretend for much longer
The mask is coming undone
My chest is overthrown by the ache
Wait to cry in the night
All alone, all I loved is coming apart
Why can't you be the one
To be there when it's most needed
No one else can heal what's left
Your actions speak more quietly than your words
Though it hasn't been long I still know about you
Before the hour passes your face reappears
As unrealistic it may seem, I get a gut this wasn't the only life
Where I aspire reaching for you
We were growing closer than ever before
Until you were taken from me
I can see there was a mistake
Tell me if this was an accident
Do you know no better
Another dozen ask what's wrong
I can't pretend for much longer
The mask is coming undone
My chest is overthrown by the ache
Wait to cry in the night
All alone, all I loved is coming apart
Why can't you be the one
To be there when it's most needed
No one else can heal what's left
Your actions speak more quietly than your words
You are my favorite memory
Because the more I give the less I get
Even before this tragedy, you fulfilled my desires
Of the person I always had imagined destined
You can't say I didn't care
Matter of the fact, I still hesitate getting over you
The harder I attempt to convince myself
The more I get attached
I assume I am bound to you
Break this unintentional deluded bond
Another dozen ask what's wrong
I can't pretend for much longer
The mask is coming undone
My chest is overthrown by the ache
Wait to cry in the night
All alone, all I loved is coming apart
Why can't you be the one
To be there when it's most needed
No one else can heal what's left
Your actions speak more quietly than your words
Tomorrow will be today
Same sap story
The routine of my self-pity
Closure will do no good
The meaning of missing you will break me down
Your replacement is nowhere to be found
I tried to avoid this
Seldom remember to forget
All the promises you made, days felt we wasted
I thought I had it all planned out
Turns out you were like every other
Coated my mind with lies, believing so easily
Time will pass and show what's to contemplate
As I wait for the day, can't seem to get over this phase
What will happen, where and when
Will our hearts defeat the tide
Another dozen ask what's wrong
I can't pretend for much longer
The mask is coming undone
My chest is overthrown by the ache
Wait to cry in the night
All alone, all I loved is coming apart
Why can't you be the one
To be there when it's most needed
No one else can heal what's left
Your actions speak more quietly than your words
Though it hasn't been long I still know about you
Before the hour passes your face reappears
As unrealistic it may seem, I get a gut this wasn't the only life
Where I aspire reaching for you
We were growing closer than ever before
Until you were taken from me
I can see there was a mistake
Tell me if this was an accident
Do you know no better
Another dozen ask what's wrong
I can't pretend for much longer
The mask is coming undone
My chest is overthrown by the ache
Wait to cry in the night
All alone, all I loved is coming apart
Why can't you be the one
To be there when it's most needed
No one else can heal what's left
Your actions speak more quietly than your words
You are my favorite memory
Because the more I give the less I get
Even before this tragedy, you fulfilled my desires
Of the person I always had imagined destined
You can't say I didn't care
Matter of the fact, I still hesitate getting over you
The harder I attempt to convince myself
The more I get attached
I assume I am bound to you
Break this unintentional deluded bond
Another dozen ask what's wrong
I can't pretend for much longer
The mask is coming undone
My chest is overthrown by the ache
Wait to cry in the night
All alone, all I loved is coming apart
Why can't you be the one
To be there when it's most needed
No one else can heal what's left
Your actions speak more quietly than your words
Tomorrow will be today
Same sap story
The routine of my self-pity
Closure will do no good
The meaning of missing you will break me down
Your replacement is nowhere to be found