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kara s
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So, I have cerebral palsy on the right side of my body mildly. It makes it tough to do basic things like walk or use stairs, or basically anything with balance.
Well, I never complain about my disability. I have a lot of pride, and I don't really like to show weakness. Every now and then I take a bad fall, due to not being able to catch myself properly.
Today I fell down in the middle of the road on my college campus, badly scraping both knees, with a ton of people seeing this. usually people run to help, or ask if I'm okay if they walk by, but today it just felt extra humiliating. The physical pain was bad, sure, but I never really cry, I'm used to it.
I just feel like, even though I know the moral high ground is not to judge others, especially people like me, but I always can't help thinking they think I'm a weak, stupid, retarded helpless person.
In general, are people usually thinking that way when they see a disabled person? Or is it just my imagination?
Well, I never complain about my disability. I have a lot of pride, and I don't really like to show weakness. Every now and then I take a bad fall, due to not being able to catch myself properly.
Today I fell down in the middle of the road on my college campus, badly scraping both knees, with a ton of people seeing this. usually people run to help, or ask if I'm okay if they walk by, but today it just felt extra humiliating. The physical pain was bad, sure, but I never really cry, I'm used to it.
I just feel like, even though I know the moral high ground is not to judge others, especially people like me, but I always can't help thinking they think I'm a weak, stupid, retarded helpless person.
In general, are people usually thinking that way when they see a disabled person? Or is it just my imagination?