Well im 16 years old and my dad dies when i was very little...my stepdad was on drugs for awhile and put us through alot but hes fine now idk if that has any relation to how i am but i have a very short temper when me and my boyfriend get into fights i hit him or grab him or try and choke him...i love him very much though i dont wanna hurt him weve been together for two years and he treats me like im everything but sometimes im just so awful to him. Also when i get mad at my mom i get very angry and punch walls sometimes i think i could kill somebody when im angry, i never want to get into a fight with another person cause im scared i might really hurt them bad. I say things that i dont mean when im angry like i hope they die and things like that. I will be happy then all the sudden sad, to stressed out, to mad, to just fine. little things make me stress out like grades if i think im gonna make bad grades i get into some kind of depressed mood for awhile. im also very lazy im a C student i could be making A's but i just dont try. at night im terrified that there are people in my house and are watching me. im scared to go outside at night because i feel like someones aiming a gun at me through the woods. i have a great life great friends family and boyfriend but im just feel crazy sometimes. i think i might be bipolar but im not sure..what do you all think?
oh and iv never been sexually abused or anything of that nasty mess lol. and i did have a little brother die too.
oh and iv never been sexually abused or anything of that nasty mess lol. and i did have a little brother die too.