I feel that in every aspect of my life I have to constantly fight feelings that i'm not good enough - relationships, friends, work, hobbies... and it's really draining the fun out of everything. It's already pushed me away from people and it's stopped me pursuing a lot of things and wrecked my confidence. I don't know what happened, I used to be a confident guy back in college. I had (and still do really) a lot of things going for me... but I can't get over this feeling of neediness and insecurity. It haunts me day in day out. As a result i've become so self-absorbed it's unbelievable, I can't seem to get out of my head. Why do I have to fight so much? No-one else seems like they're fighting. I'm not lazy either, I just can't seem to get a grip over my life. jeez, anyone else felt like this?
With all due respect, if you're going to say something like 'see a therapist', don't bother. I'm ok without paying 30 quid an hour to someone giving me the affirmation game and bringing up shit about my childhood. I know what i'm feeling is all good.. part of the natural condition.. but it's the emotions that mess me up and I feel like I constantly have to fight.
** natural human condition, not 'natural condition'
With all due respect, if you're going to say something like 'see a therapist', don't bother. I'm ok without paying 30 quid an hour to someone giving me the affirmation game and bringing up shit about my childhood. I know what i'm feeling is all good.. part of the natural condition.. but it's the emotions that mess me up and I feel like I constantly have to fight.
** natural human condition, not 'natural condition'