smokeyjane
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my ex jst broke up w me puting the blame all on me...n went straight to his ex. things wer pretty rocky towards the end tho. He used lies about other girls hitting on him to "make me jealous n want him more" n it worked because it made me sacred tht he would leave me or cheat because he wasnt flirty..but he can make a girl feel very comfterbal.. like..comfortable enough to climb into his lap n make out w him (thts how he got me)... So after i found out tht they wer liese(after 3 months of worry n trying to make him happy w me emotionaly and physically) i could not trust him but still wanted to be together n give him a chance to build up my trust.. but.. of course i "nagged" about wher he was at n who he was w wen he wasnt w me.. which annoyd him..but i found tht the nagging was very justifyable. We started to level out n i felt like we wer very much in love w each other. then one night (the night be broke up w me) he stoppd txting me for like 5 hours n said he was "playing poker".. i ddnt buy tht so i askd who he was playing w n why he cldnt txt me for a sec.. he got mad n went off saying im too jealous, too controling, n nagg too much, i make him miserable n he said horrible things to me and about me..n tht it was over. the next day i find out tht about a month BEFORE we broke up he n his ex have been rekindling their old flame.. making plans to go out n stuff n i guess they are dating agin.. i feel soooooo hurt..n i cnt stop thinking about it n crying. evryone says tht he's not good enough for me but i loved him so much n still do.. what can i do to close this painful chapter of my life...im trying sooo haard to get over this.. PLEASE HELP!