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Hello - new here. Had sciatica in left leg since may 2010. Started durig pregnancy and got really bad when I had my 3 son in May last year. Gradually got worse and in October I thought I was slowly dying. I did not sleep at all and was in Hell. I was still breastfeeding and trying to take only medication allowed while doing so. Everyone said try to avoid operation but in hinesight I should have done it then. I was that bad. I only saw orthopedic doctors who all said wait as long as you can. I then started taking Lyrica in October and stoped breast feeding. My life turned around, I could sleep again. I craved sleep. I went back to a 70-80% lifestyle on Lyrica and Ibuprofen throughout the day. I wasn't completely me and sharp as before on Lyrica but better then the hell before. In Deceraber 2010 I went to see a recomended neurosurgen. He looked at my pictures and said wow it's a big herniation! Don't you want to get rid off it? I was very confused and my husband said let's go for it. Let's start a new life without the drugs and where you can sit in a car and to sports again. I was afraid to shake things up but of course I wanted to be my old self again. I had the surgery on Deceraber 28th. I was doubtful before unless I was feeling nervepain. Then I was ready. I have 3 boys - two small (8 months and 3 years) I am recovering at a normal rate when it comes to walking and moving around but what I am really struggling with is that I still have nerve pain. I stopped taking Lyrica 2 days before surgery. The nerve is still giving me pain when I stand for a while or walk long. Always reminding me that it is there and has not gone away! Actually it just comes and goes without any pattern. I had a day without pain a week after surgery and now 2 weeks later I have had 2 days with very much irritation in the nerve.
I find it very hard to stay positive and feel like I don't believe in anything anymore. My husband doesn't seem to be able to say anything to motivate me and he is busy keeping the family floating. I am living abroad away from family and frienRAB and find this very hard, it's been a long dissapointing journey so far and I am afraid to expect something good now. It even scares me when I hear that people who are positive heal and others don't because I don't feel that way.
What also stresses me is that he had to take almost all of the nucleus out because it was in one piece and almost all herniated. Can I function normally after that. He sais I should be able to. I have always had a healthy weight and been in good shape, just pregnancy has done this to me.
Don't get me wrong I live for my boys and they get me through the day now.
If anyone has anything positive or motivating to say please let me know. If you have anything frighting or something that could possibly discourage me please keep it to your self as I am very good at doing that to myself myself these days
Thank you
I find it very hard to stay positive and feel like I don't believe in anything anymore. My husband doesn't seem to be able to say anything to motivate me and he is busy keeping the family floating. I am living abroad away from family and frienRAB and find this very hard, it's been a long dissapointing journey so far and I am afraid to expect something good now. It even scares me when I hear that people who are positive heal and others don't because I don't feel that way.
What also stresses me is that he had to take almost all of the nucleus out because it was in one piece and almost all herniated. Can I function normally after that. He sais I should be able to. I have always had a healthy weight and been in good shape, just pregnancy has done this to me.
Don't get me wrong I live for my boys and they get me through the day now.
If anyone has anything positive or motivating to say please let me know. If you have anything frighting or something that could possibly discourage me please keep it to your self as I am very good at doing that to myself myself these days

Thank you