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ashok N

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so I figured joining the navy especially the nuke program I'm in would help me feel a little less unfulfilled I feel like I'm just wasting my life away not accomplishing anything I'm not sure what i want to be accomplishing though sure I'm now a u.s navy sailor not really sure what that means yet , I'm in one of the hardest academic programs in the country with my training here and I'm actually doing well but I'm not sure what it means other than I can learn and do math. I guess this is cool though I'm surrounded by other smart people but that's a double edged sword because smart people are assholes and I'm also one of the younger guys here the perils of enlisting only a few days after turning 17.

I go out and do volunteer work and do cool shit with my buddies but that seems like an even bigger waste since the only reason I do the volunteer work is for the ribbon not because I give a shit

and now i feel like a whiny little bitch i guess i should be happy I've essentially got the most bad ass job

I also wonder if perhaps it's just loneliness/homesickness but that's a whole other post and and I don't really want to type that up today.
 
1)What kind of nuke program? & How much for details?

2)So your younger big fucking deal whats a year or two.

3) Wait you're supposed to give a shit?...it's normal not to care about the cause.
 
Xeno, you are a smart and good kid. Of course you are going to have these feelings, in part because of your age group and in part because of all the stress from the changes going on in your life.

You will be just fine, calm down and think it through logically.
 
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