Dear Caney Girl,
I came across your posts on derealization while doing a search for some of the scary symptoms I have been experiencing and you described it exactly. I have been suffering from this since April 23 after a MAJOR panic attack that came on with my period. I am 40 years old and going through perimenopause. But that month, the week of my period, the world that i once knew slipped away and put me in a nightmarish state which I have never been able to wake up from. Things look unfamiliar, I feel like I want to go home, but I dont know where home is anymore. I also get this strange sense that I'm stuck in a past memory, or more like a feeling of a memory (deja vu). It can be triggered by anything, a shadow on a wall, a smell, the light from the sun, or a cloudy day. I feel like I cant remeraber my memories, I feel totally detached from the life I once knew. It is a horrible horrible sensation and one that I cannot escape from. I have had moments of reality, very few and in between, so I know that somehow there is a way to "get back" but right now I am stuck in this same place as you are. Can you please tell me more about you, how you are doing and what happened to bring this on? Maybe we can help each other through this? I know I really need a friend who understanRAB. God bless, Jarlena