depresson sucks

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JackReynolds

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Okay, I'd describe myself as manic depressive. Sortof. Anyway, one day without my meds and I'm all, I wanna just roll over and die, bla bla bla. Well, I talk to my boyfriend every night on msn and he's so worried about me. I feel like a shit. I know that I worry him and I know that it hurts him. I told him that I'd never actually go through with any of my plans, but he still worrys so much. I feel like I'm a child and he has to take care of me. He always tries to help me remember to take my meds and stuff. I just feel....so stupid about the whole thing. Why can't I just be normal? Why do I have to be so damn dependant on my meds? I hate it! I hate knowing that I hurt him and I hate feeling like a child. At least he takes care of me.
 
:thumbsdn:

I hate to be cliche (well actually, I love it), but turn that frown up side down. You've got somebody who loves you and wants you to be well. You may be up and down, but you've got somebody there for both.

I hope you get well soon :thumbsup:
 
try to get out more and have fun..like go to a theme park or something,just try to have more fun..hopefully you will fell happier and then u wont need ur happy pills or meds whatever u call them. besides if u feel so bad try going to a doctor or a phychiatrist just keep on trying eventualy stuff u will start to feel better...hopefully..sorry if i wasnt much help its kinda hard for me to reply to somethin like that.
 
i used to listen to primver 55-This life, when i was depressed... mainly because of the line "It's not the life you wanted..."

or crazytown's-Drowning... "I've been to hell and back, looking for the answers to life..."

yeah... i've been there.
 
NO depression is: The ever increasing and sometimes sudden realization that you have responsibilities. Heads UP sister it doesn't get any easier, until you get old like grandpa. God didn't create Alzheimer's and senility for a laugh. It's god's everlasting Valium.. YummY~~
What were we talking about again??? Where's my Valium and whiskey Grandma?
 
I'm like that too.. kinda..I don't know if its depression, but it sucks. I don't take meds or anything. like I'm gonna be really happy and full of energy for a week.. and then one day I'm gonna want to die, for no apparent reason. it sucks when you're dating a girl cause you don't want her to know you're down.. so I only see her when I'm high, and we have alot of fun.. but when I'm down I stay at home and don't pick up the phone and I don't call her back until I feel good again wich can take a couple days.. It must piss her off.. don't know what to do with that, I just don't want her to think that I'm a weirdo.

anyways.. i feel you.
 
I agree with Mr. Hallmark here.

Although if it's a chemistry disorder you may not be able to just smile. It would be good for you to remember NoSubstance's advice on your valleys.
 
to me I guess a lot of people are going through this now
including myself...for the last 4 or 5 months now...I try to be happy alot, but inside i'm always the same depressed person that some people are just now figuring out who I really am
i haven't talk to ya in a while either though, you'd find I'm a lot more messed up than I was back in June...but i've realized parts of my life I have to live with instead of hiding them...in other words I'm tired of trying to act and be like one of the cool people, school will mess you up that way, but that's been a while since I was in school and now I"m finally starting to live with my true personality...just try to be yourself and not what others want to be, it kinda helps
at least you do have someone that thinks and cares about you...that's always a good reason you shouldn't try anything like dying...you have someone to live for...as for me I got no one, and i'm not afraid of death at all..so I'll drop anytime I feel like it...but I do have some cousins who know my real personality better than anyone else and I'm loyal to them so as long as they told me not to kill myself, I'm going to listen to them
 
I said that because I know from experience...

I also know what its like when that person betrays you :thumbsdn:

Last summer I was depressed with a capitol (capital?) D. I pretty much got everything straight though.
 
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