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Every day I wake up, and wish I was still sleeping. I can't even remember the last time I was happy. Damn, can't even remember what it feels like to be happy.... Anyway, when I wake up it seems like I was never asleep. So now, (after years of this), I am always tired, I never have any energy, I don't get exited about anything, I never smile, and can't find anything that makes me happy.... What do I do? I've tried going to councilers but they just manage to make my hell hole deeper... and I don't want to take drugs.... It seems to me that every spec of everything in life is sad and mundane. The only thing that is friggin constant in my life is time! All else is just a muddled mess of shit that seemingly cannot be cleaned up. Now I think that suicide is the only fucking answer to my problems, because nothing else helps. Any words of advice? Or should I just make sleep a full time hobby...?
 
suicide isn't the answer to any problem, that's #1.. ok..

it is a bullshit cop out.. your problems go away but you didn't solve them, you erased yourself and fucked up at least a handful of other people.. i've met people who lost a kid to suicide.. they are empty a lot of the time.. lot..

ok, so you're sad/pissed/depressed.. i feel for you man but wake up.. we all are.. a lot of people hide it behind some fakeass whiter than white smile but we're all at the very least temporarily fucked up..

the answer?

there isn't one, it makes a big difference if you're busy though.. i've been sick (blah,blah) since i joined this site.. in the past week i've been well enough to work.. today it hit me, i'm busy again.. i'm building shit and getting tired and making money and getting out the house.. mundane shit but gold from lead for an ill man..

aim low, get busy and the rest will follow.. :thumbsup:
 
Ok, maybe I'm missing something but if you've tried everything else and nothing worked, why NOT take the drugs? I mean what have you got to loose in all reality?

New anti-depresents don't make you happy or drugged up. They take the edge off and allow you the energy you need to deal with the problems. Why not give it a try and see if it helps?
 
I suffer from depression every day and have since I was about 6..

Do you have any friends that you could hang out with? I've noticed myself that getting out of the house and doing active things with other people helps a lot. Also, I have come to find that spending time doing things that I like to do helps to channel negative feelings and turn them into something positive..I write for instance..It helps me to let my feelings out, and many times it helps me to deal with my frustrations.

Life is worth living not giving up on and believe me all the trials a person goes through only makes them stronger.
 
Sorry to post right after, but I feel like maybe I should let you know what happens after somebody commits suicide.

Somebody loves you and cares rather you live or not. When a person kills themself all the people that loved them are left with a horrible sucking void..My cousin killed himself and his father tripped over him the next morning on his way to get the paper...The entire family grieved and some of us still do..Suicide is a finality like nothing I've ever experienced before. If you have anyone you love think about how it would effect them if you took your own life.
 
void, you're a funny guy.:happysad:



I agree with this post.

Whenever I feel like shit, I go outside, get some air, take a walk, and do shit to get my mind off things. Even if it's only for 10 minutes or whatever. Trust me, it helps.

Cheese, I was in your position since I was 8 years old. Almost 13 years. Over the years, I often thought to myself "What's the point?" Yes, I thought of suicide. More often than was healthy for me. What really helped me 3 years ago was I had a friend who I felt I could tell anything to. We talked every day for a year and a half, then, for some reason, she told me to fuck off.:happysad:

As was already said, you have people who care about you. It may not seem like it at times, but you do. Like your wtf.com family.:tongue:

Excercise might help you feel better.:happysad:
 
WARNING SYSTEM OVERLOAD curlie is now pissed..

scary huh?

*hands void cookie*

Happy Christmas then. Or Yule. Or that fasting thing..PC sucks..i hope the jist is understood and you no longer feel oppressed.:tongue: O Shit oppression by cookie..what's next

Hey cheese where'd ya go? I have cookies.
 
y cant everybody be happy?
or go straight to heaven
y live in this hell
that probly what hell is
life on earth 4evr
hmmm
nvr thought of that
this is a pointless post
but OKAY!
happiness is vague
love is over rated
DEATH IS THE ANSWER!!!
 
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