...break out of my shell.? I'm really depressed lately. I have been depressed on and off for YEARS, I'm eighteen now, and I've always hated seeing therapists or doctors... I just hate talking to people about my feelings. I have a tough shell and it's tough to break out of it. I NEED medication. It's never worked for me (that I've noticed) whenever my mom made me go to the doctor for medication.
Is there ANY other way to get antidepressants? Because I'd rather just not go see a doctor. That would just build up my stress level even more. I hate this.
I have a learning disability and social anxiety, and I have numerous suicidal thoughts everyday. The only thing that makes me happy is my family.
Sorry for rambling. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm so close to suicide, I've never been this close before.
I'd see a doctor but I'd not talk about my feelings. I just can't. it feels psychically impossible for me.
Is there ANY other way to get antidepressants? Because I'd rather just not go see a doctor. That would just build up my stress level even more. I hate this.
I have a learning disability and social anxiety, and I have numerous suicidal thoughts everyday. The only thing that makes me happy is my family.
Sorry for rambling. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm so close to suicide, I've never been this close before.
I'd see a doctor but I'd not talk about my feelings. I just can't. it feels psychically impossible for me.