So, I know I've been gone for a while. Bascially, I'm being deployed again. This time to Afghanistan.
For anyone who desent remember me / never knew me, I'm in the air force, and I do command and control.
Normally, I wouldent care about being deployed. In fact, I was looking forward to possibly going. Except now I'm going somewhere that the only intel I have is that its on the pakistan border (which is full of bombs, from what I hear) and that I'm not there to do my normal, job.
So now I'm in combat skills training and I think its finally hitting me that I'm going to go somewhere that people are going to want to kil me. Am I just being a big pussy? I'm not used to the whole combat scene seeing as how I've flown a chair for my career. The army is providing training but I don't feel like they're even touching the stress factor at all.
Any advice that can be provided?
For anyone who desent remember me / never knew me, I'm in the air force, and I do command and control.
Normally, I wouldent care about being deployed. In fact, I was looking forward to possibly going. Except now I'm going somewhere that the only intel I have is that its on the pakistan border (which is full of bombs, from what I hear) and that I'm not there to do my normal, job.
So now I'm in combat skills training and I think its finally hitting me that I'm going to go somewhere that people are going to want to kil me. Am I just being a big pussy? I'm not used to the whole combat scene seeing as how I've flown a chair for my career. The army is providing training but I don't feel like they're even touching the stress factor at all.
Any advice that can be provided?