debating suicide.......?

[Hayleybear]

I have so many things going on in my life right now, and I can't handle it. I want to live, but I feel like theres no point anymore. I want to do this so bad, but I'm terrified. What if no noe comes to my funeral? What if they are happy Im gone? I have no place in this world anymore, my mom is at work for another 11 hours, so its my perfect chance to do it, if I'm going to. I'm so confused with life right now, I'm scared to do it...I don't need anymore pain in my life right now, or to cause anymore pain for my parents. These two girls, one of which used to be my best friend, hate me, and are being complete bitches to me. They told me to take a flying leap off a cliff, so I think i might do that, but I would prefer overdosing on advil. Please don't think I'm doing this for attention, I need help from someone who wont judge me. I'm only 13, and I know i have a lot more to live for, but i dont think i even deserve it.
don't answer if your going to tell me i have it good. you know NOTHING about my life. my parents could be dead. I don't care if its selfish or not. I need to be at peace.
you need to shut up. your a very rude person, and I know exactly what it puts people through. My friend recently committed suicide, and thats another reason i feel like SHIT. so fuck off, and go away.
...that isn't the only reason i feel this way...i have an eating disorder, my parents are split up, but still constantly fight, my sister is undergoing surgery, major surgery in a few months, my sister is special needs, and i dont want to complain so i'll stop.
I didn't do it.

 

[Robert k]

Whatever you experience in life just remember one thing: "When you love yourself no one can ever take over you." Also remember that every girl is a born bitch - how to make them not to be a bitch all depends on the guy. So you have little experience in this subject and are now confused - confused about what a bitch did to you! Give me a break.. I'm taking Calculuc I and have been on one equation which I've been trying to solve for over a week and I can't - I want to kill myself more!! My issue is more complex then yours buddy, take it easy.

 

[m_brooke11]

Dont do it. To see the rainbow, you have to go through the rain, first.
Please, dont do this.
You will regret after it is too late.
If you start going to church every sunday, you could talk to the preacher afterwards. It will help you.

Please do not do this to yourself.

 

[CHP]

Suicide is terrifying and it's more painful than living. Your mom will never be able to live normally again if you are gone, she will pay the price for you. I swear to you there is more to come in life and those bitches will pay a f@#$g price for being so mean but they are worthless - Don't listen to worthless people.

 

[addiedavis97]

GOD WOULD HAVE TOOK YOUR LIFE IF U DIDNT DESERVE IT!U WILL GO TO HELL IF YOU DO THIS. you know those girls are probly jelous of u!!! dont worry about them they are the mean ones in the bible it says to pray for your enemies so instead of listening to them pray for them to get better dont let it get to u god gave you a life dont give it up now! ur probly a wonderful person giving up you life will be so painful you will heart so many people just dont do it

 

[Isabella]

You are loved and special. There is no need to do anything like that. Stay strong.

 

[Nathan]

Look...I know things can get tough and I've been there and my best friend has been there. I PROMISE you things will work out. You have to look for the good things. You can make new friends, I've lost a lot of friends and I made just as much more. If you need to talk message me. I know that life bad or good is worth living cause there is a plan for you. Every person is like a piece to the puzzle and without it the world is incomplete. You may not realize it now, but think of the people that may have kidded with you and all the good times you've had, you have more of those to look forward to. Just live with the things you know are good.

 

[Angiee $]

call 1-800-SUICIDE
they're a great hotline.
hun, dont kill yourself, im also 13, and you know what?
everything gets better, you just need something to vent everything out to.
dont do this; to your family; to your friends.
Those girls are bitches, and they'll regret being like that to you, so dont do it.
suicide is a horrible way to die. pray; pray; pray. don't give up hope,
how robert frost quoted....
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on"
so, in the words of frost, life goes on babycakes, don't kill yourself over nothing. you're 13, you have a whole life ahead of you. sometimes, im in such a depressed mood, i find my way to talk to friends, they always make you feel better.
as for your parents? talk to them how you feel lonely (dont freak them out with the suicide plot), and think they should act like they care about you more often, take a vacation; sleepover a friend's; go to the beach. PLUS, it's summer, get a tan, stay up all night, go to friend's house.
be happy gurl, its summer, you're 13, a teen!!
and in the long run? you're parents are going to suffer , a lot. even if they don't understand you, they'll feel bad, and have a broken heart because you were suicidal, and didn't notice.
will people show up to you're funeral? OFCOURSE! don't think otherwise.
and no one feels happy when someone ,even if they weren't close, dies.
my bud julio overdosed on depression pills, and i was devastated, even though he was nowhere near a friend, more like an bud. everyone i knew had been hurt.
and, of course you're scared, who wouldn't ? and you know what? don't suicide, thats NOT the answer.

hoped i helped.

xoxo.


EDIT: on having an eating disorder, you should seek help. its the best way , on having a mentally challenged sister? a lot of people do. that's not a reason to want to kill yourself. lots of parents are split up and/or divorced and still fight. it's practically normal!! so don't beat yourself over an adult's fight.