Dealing with death and wanting something intimate?

Desert_Rose

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I'm a relationship-girl and do not believe in casual sexual encounters/cuddle buddies/etc....and since I'm a relationship-girl, I'm normally fine with having "dry spells" in romance and intimacy for several months/years at a time!

Well, I'm 24 years old and just got out of a 2 1/2 year relationship 1 month ago....i was more "over" the relationship than i realized because getting over it didn't take much time....then my great grandmother passed away..her and I have always been really close and I was by her side for the last 4 days of her life and I found it my duity to abide by old customs of not leaving the body unattended until the funeral, etc...I then sat shiva for a week....and now I'm trying to inch my way into real life...and now....the most unexpected thing has happened...all I want is to be intimate with a guy...I've never felt this way...I've always been a-okay when single...and I don't want to become a whore or anything but all I want is to be held, kissed, etc....fall asleep in a guys arms...I guess I'm looking for comfort? Anyway...I don't want to get comfort by being slutty or gluttonous (which is also very appealing to me, these days)....any ideas on how to supress this?
 
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