well first off..uhm i have been dancing since i was 3 and i was really doin good until i reached my 1st yr in highschool..i joined this dance troop thing in school which is really hard to get into u must undergo an audition..luckily i got in it..
but it wasnt nice they were so..good...i felt so out of place...for nobody actually talks to me..i dnt know anyone..some of them were kinda nice maybe it was my fault..for im not socializing..so i decided to quit the dance troop thing.. then i noticed i started getting a little fat..more on my tummy actually..or maybe it was just my tummy..then i cant dance properly..though they always think i can dance really good, they always put me out front..but i dont actually think that way deep inside..i feel that i cant really measure up to those people who they keep on comparing with me..our batch keeps on winning in modern dances in our school we even defeated the seniors when we were juniors..but this time im the senior..and they expect alot from me..in every aspect..and i feel that my body isnt cooperating...and i cant pick up the steps fast now...how do i get through this physical, emotional and mental problem thing...i know im not making any sense..i hope a few understood my point..it really hard to discuss..
but it wasnt nice they were so..good...i felt so out of place...for nobody actually talks to me..i dnt know anyone..some of them were kinda nice maybe it was my fault..for im not socializing..so i decided to quit the dance troop thing.. then i noticed i started getting a little fat..more on my tummy actually..or maybe it was just my tummy..then i cant dance properly..though they always think i can dance really good, they always put me out front..but i dont actually think that way deep inside..i feel that i cant really measure up to those people who they keep on comparing with me..our batch keeps on winning in modern dances in our school we even defeated the seniors when we were juniors..but this time im the senior..and they expect alot from me..in every aspect..and i feel that my body isnt cooperating...and i cant pick up the steps fast now...how do i get through this physical, emotional and mental problem thing...i know im not making any sense..i hope a few understood my point..it really hard to discuss..