Could this desire be a result of my childhood?

Just a Girl

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This is a one hundred percent serious question so please be nice.

I am currently a 16 yearold girl in a relationship of over a year and half. We are sexually active.

Anyway, i have kinda been attracted to the diaper fetish thing for atleast 4-5 years. i've thought about it, looked stuff up online and even bought them a couple times just to end up throwing them away. Cause when i think about it i find it gross and unnappealing but somehow im drawn to the whole baby thing.
Could this have sprung from my abusive childhood? I was abused proufoundly by my father for a lot of years, althouhg it was mostly my later childhood he definetly stole and robbed me of a huge part of it.

I also just kinda like reading the stories and stuff im not even sure if i would ever want to bring it into me and my boyfriends relationship.

SO:
should i ever pursue it in my relationship?
And could it be a result of my childhood.

Please be nice :(
 
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