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I want to be a mom so badly right now. The timing isn't perfect but we could deal
my partners not 100% but he'd be a good father
I have this strangest feeling I won't be able to have kids (ever)
maybe that's why its so important to me
When I was young, I told myself I never wanted to be a mom, but that's the thing I want most in my life right now (so its coming back to bite me?)
I try not to stress, but every month I end up stressing the closer it gets to the day of my cycle
And I try not to let it bother me, but its greatly bothers me when I see someone talking about abortion, and teen young parents who don't want to have the baby they've already created
I know its their life, but why couldn't I be blessed
I care too much about what people think regarding pregnancy and worry too much about raising a life
that I don't even have
Any advice on how to give up and forget
I just want to stop consciously trying, and stop with the stressing
If it happens I'd be extremely happy
but the stress is really getting to me
obssesive reading, I'm here a lot answering TTC / pregnancy questions
and watching those pregnancy shows
I don't want to watch them because it makes me long even more for a baby but I can't really help me
*sorry about the ranting
my partners not 100% but he'd be a good father
I have this strangest feeling I won't be able to have kids (ever)
maybe that's why its so important to me
When I was young, I told myself I never wanted to be a mom, but that's the thing I want most in my life right now (so its coming back to bite me?)
I try not to stress, but every month I end up stressing the closer it gets to the day of my cycle
And I try not to let it bother me, but its greatly bothers me when I see someone talking about abortion, and teen young parents who don't want to have the baby they've already created
I know its their life, but why couldn't I be blessed
I care too much about what people think regarding pregnancy and worry too much about raising a life
that I don't even have
Any advice on how to give up and forget
I just want to stop consciously trying, and stop with the stressing
If it happens I'd be extremely happy
but the stress is really getting to me
obssesive reading, I'm here a lot answering TTC / pregnancy questions
and watching those pregnancy shows
I don't want to watch them because it makes me long even more for a baby but I can't really help me
*sorry about the ranting