OK I dotn know how to write this all down but here it goes in point form
when i was 16 heading towards 17 i started to develop really bad spells of vertigo or dizziness balance was slightly off sort of it felt like the very world was moving when infact it wasn't like i could be sitting down and it feels as if my body is sensing things are moving right out from under neath me .
when i was 17 i ha an attack so bad i was bed ridden for weeks didnt want to even get out of bed i was so scared. i had test after test done nothing coul be found the neurologist put me on valium i had an allergic reaction two er visits in a week during that time i was having so much trouble sleeping being on that drug i felt wired and out of control as if a mysterious force was making me flail all around with dizziness i couldn't sit still i was wired.
After that valium incident was over i went on not knowing what was wrong i had a few attacks between the ages of 17 and 19 where it felt so bad i couldn't sit still i had to walk in a very fast pace around the house to even feel somewhat alright
after i graduated in 2003 i had a panick attack full out attack like i describe above my body felt weak very weak i was again bed ridden for a week doctor put me on paxil i was on it until 2005 in which i took my self off it it helped reach a sense of calm but it messed me up . i managed to start coping with the vertigo trying to ignore it as i went about my life . i avoided beign bounced around as it woul really set me off.
since being on paxil i have tried wellbutrin and recently the past year been on and off ciprilex. ciprilex being the one closest to even working but still not sure what to make of it. but even today at 24 im still suffering from this moving feeling as if the grounds being taken right out from underneath me at times. large wide pen spaces set me off also bright white rooms an shiny floors. sometimes it feels like i am being dragged down to my right side and even laying down i can still feel as if things are moving sometimes. this problem really heats up when my anxiety gets going as well. for years now my doctors i have seen have treated it as anxeity attacks and depression .
I grew up with adhd and anxiety attacks here and there but nothing as bad as what i ahd when i was older. even to this day off and on i feel the anxiety and stressed out i just try to live with it an deal with it
I dont know if its adhd biting me in the as or what but since i left high school and out on my own i really had trouble concentrating and just living in life my minds as if its always could and in a constant whirl wind thoughts ontop of others. Also has been biting me in the as job wise
The doctor wants me to take a double team of Dexedrine for adult adhd and ciprilex for the anxiety and depression but the bad part is cant afford them im layed off an looking for work
when i was 16 heading towards 17 i started to develop really bad spells of vertigo or dizziness balance was slightly off sort of it felt like the very world was moving when infact it wasn't like i could be sitting down and it feels as if my body is sensing things are moving right out from under neath me .
when i was 17 i ha an attack so bad i was bed ridden for weeks didnt want to even get out of bed i was so scared. i had test after test done nothing coul be found the neurologist put me on valium i had an allergic reaction two er visits in a week during that time i was having so much trouble sleeping being on that drug i felt wired and out of control as if a mysterious force was making me flail all around with dizziness i couldn't sit still i was wired.
After that valium incident was over i went on not knowing what was wrong i had a few attacks between the ages of 17 and 19 where it felt so bad i couldn't sit still i had to walk in a very fast pace around the house to even feel somewhat alright
after i graduated in 2003 i had a panick attack full out attack like i describe above my body felt weak very weak i was again bed ridden for a week doctor put me on paxil i was on it until 2005 in which i took my self off it it helped reach a sense of calm but it messed me up . i managed to start coping with the vertigo trying to ignore it as i went about my life . i avoided beign bounced around as it woul really set me off.
since being on paxil i have tried wellbutrin and recently the past year been on and off ciprilex. ciprilex being the one closest to even working but still not sure what to make of it. but even today at 24 im still suffering from this moving feeling as if the grounds being taken right out from underneath me at times. large wide pen spaces set me off also bright white rooms an shiny floors. sometimes it feels like i am being dragged down to my right side and even laying down i can still feel as if things are moving sometimes. this problem really heats up when my anxiety gets going as well. for years now my doctors i have seen have treated it as anxeity attacks and depression .
I grew up with adhd and anxiety attacks here and there but nothing as bad as what i ahd when i was older. even to this day off and on i feel the anxiety and stressed out i just try to live with it an deal with it
I dont know if its adhd biting me in the as or what but since i left high school and out on my own i really had trouble concentrating and just living in life my minds as if its always could and in a constant whirl wind thoughts ontop of others. Also has been biting me in the as job wise
The doctor wants me to take a double team of Dexedrine for adult adhd and ciprilex for the anxiety and depression but the bad part is cant afford them im layed off an looking for work