I am constantly worried about financial stress. rent rarely gets payed on time because my Mom works on call and doesn't always get enough hours to pay rent. I live with my mom and that definitely isn't a problem, i am 19 years old and i do not want to move out. I can't stand to be away from my Mom unless she is at work. I cant even work because I can't stand being away from her because I am scared that something bad will happen to her when I am gone. like she slipped and fell in the bathroom today but I was there to help her and if I was at work, then i wouldnt have been here to help her. i am afraid that she will get hurt or murdered or someone will break into our apartment and I wont be able to help her get out. i stress so much about her i cant leave her side. and that is frustrating for her as well.
I need to be able to work though because we can barely afford rent, our fridge and cupboards are empty and i cant stand living this way. but if i get a job i wont be able to stand living scared all the time as well..i had a job about a month ago. it was my first job and it only lasted 3 days before i quit. I have no experience and getting a job where i live is hard and i gave up the one i had and i cant find another one.
there is no way for me to see a therapist at all and i cant work without talking to someone about it and i cant talk to some one about this until i work. it is so frustrating for me. I want to be able to afford to buy a house so that one day we wont have to worry about rent or a mortgage but the way we are going now i will never reach that goal. especially if i just work at a min wage job if i can hold one down.....
I always have butterflies in my stomach. i dont like eating, i sleep all the time, i do excercise though and it doesnt help at all for depression or my anxiety...im so frustrated and i dont have health care either so i cant see a doctor what can i do?
I need to be able to work though because we can barely afford rent, our fridge and cupboards are empty and i cant stand living this way. but if i get a job i wont be able to stand living scared all the time as well..i had a job about a month ago. it was my first job and it only lasted 3 days before i quit. I have no experience and getting a job where i live is hard and i gave up the one i had and i cant find another one.
there is no way for me to see a therapist at all and i cant work without talking to someone about it and i cant talk to some one about this until i work. it is so frustrating for me. I want to be able to afford to buy a house so that one day we wont have to worry about rent or a mortgage but the way we are going now i will never reach that goal. especially if i just work at a min wage job if i can hold one down.....
I always have butterflies in my stomach. i dont like eating, i sleep all the time, i do excercise though and it doesnt help at all for depression or my anxiety...im so frustrated and i dont have health care either so i cant see a doctor what can i do?