So when I was 25 I made out with a girl and she was 17.5 years old. She was a college sophomore. The encounter was a one time thing and it ended in just a blowjobb. It was mutually consensual and it's legal in the particular state where it happened. I don't wish to take the moral high ground, but the girl was a slut in the true sense and she wanted me to screw her which I denied. I still can't figure out what I was thinking when I was engaging in it.
However, this event has left me deeply stressed, disturbed and made me look myself as morally flawed. My life has went literally downhill after that and I'm 28 years now.
Am I making an ant out of a molehill ? How should I approach this and get rid of this mental scar ? is it a big mistake ?
I don't profess to any faith so while advicing please keep the sin and salvation part away.
Thank you,
Thank you folks, for your help.
However, this event has left me deeply stressed, disturbed and made me look myself as morally flawed. My life has went literally downhill after that and I'm 28 years now.
Am I making an ant out of a molehill ? How should I approach this and get rid of this mental scar ? is it a big mistake ?
I don't profess to any faith so while advicing please keep the sin and salvation part away.
Thank you,
Thank you folks, for your help.