Confessions #20...You can tell us about it...

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^ :hug:

I don't know if I wanna go down this road. I don't know if I'm cut out for it.
 
I know what you mean. I have to wage that war with myself, too, and some days it's really hard not to let the pessimism win (especially on days when I don't feel well). I just try to keep believing that I'm getting stronger by trying hard.
 
I have the best boyfriend right now, but I don't want to let him into my heart.
 
my stepdad always makes me feel so worthless. he said ten words to me and I'm in tears.
 
I really have trouble getting motivated. If I'm doing something for someone else, it's easy to feel inspired. But I don't have anyone to do anything for except myself so I just sorta don't care most of the time.
 
I guess you're right. I've really been working on being more positive, and even though it's hard, it does get rid of the negative more easily.

That doesn't mean that I don't have my share of pessimistic thoughts, though. I can be truly pessimistic, but I only do that to myself. :P
 
I wish I knew what to say to help you. Hang in there :hug:

I confess that I found two lectures on dharma and meditation way more useful than months of therapy.
 
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