Complete Failure

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charro c

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Yep. Im a complete failure as a human being. Sorry I couldnt get the calenders done, my own personal life was falling apart. The cats out of the bag now, so I guess Ill let you kids know. I wasnt stealing money from you, I was drowning in my own life. D and I are getting divorced. Thats why I hadnt been around, or updated anyone on anything, I was doing my best to even take a fucking shower everyday let alone keep on top of printers and shit. My own business isnt even doing well at the moment because I cant focus on anything long enough to get anything done. So take it as you will, think what you will. I dont even care anymore. In my household, a broken handgun is quite literally worth more than I am. Im used to everyone assuming I am a worth nothing more than laundry, housework, something to verbally kick around or every now again, to jerk off into.

Hope everyone is better than I am.

Cheers.
 
oh lynny! i am soooo sorry you are going through this! i don't know what much to say but you are a beautiful, strong woman and you are worth more than laundry, cooking, etc. you deserve soooo much more! i'm sorry! :hug2:
 
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I'm sorry things took a turn for the worse. You are definitely worth more than you think. If anyone tells you otherwise, they are the ones that need to have a wake up call. You got beautiful children. You are a beautiful woman. You had some good things happen to you recently. You found who your birth father was and he sounds like a decent guy. You found a piece of you that was missing. You don't need a husband that makes you feel lower than dirt. NO ONE should ever treat you in such a way that makes you feel worthless. True friends want their friends to feel good and happy, not the way you are describing. So, don't let yourself believe that you are worth less than a wonderful woman who has provided a home with meals, a warm bed, good conversation, a love. I know you care about your family. Your husband and you may not be getting along right now, but you will find a way. You are a strong woman that will find a way to make your family a new home. I'm sorry you and your husband are having a divorce. I don't know why it's happening, and it's rarely a fortunate result, but whatever the cause, you will make it through.
 
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I'm sorry you're going through all of this, it's going to be hard but when you're out of the dark waters you'll come back stronger. Don't forget about all those people who care about you, specially your kids.

I can only hope it will pass quickly, and we send you lots of hugs and love.
 
Sorry to hear about everything Lynny. Hugs for you, and I hope things get better for you.

Much love, and make sure to stick around.

You're worth tons of awesomeness, by the way.
 
D, it hurts like hell now, but think about this-the only reason you realized it was wrong is because you DO recognize your value, even if it seems like a daydream. If you truly didn't give a fuck, you'd still be where you were, never demanding a change, eating the same shit and faking the smile. You are very much aware of your worth and value. You know what got you there, you know why you're here. Now's the chance to never have to pick up the wrong tool to get the job done again.

Hang in there, Lady. The candles' still lit.
 
I hope everyone who thought Lyn stole their money feels like an asshole.

If you need someone to talk to, woman, I work a lot but I would make time for you in a heartbeat. I don't have your number anymore since I lost my last phone, but if you still have mine. use it.
 
Well, given the circumstances and the lack of notification, I'd have to say ill feelings were at least slightly warranted. But hey, I didn't have my money in it so I didn't care. Just sayin. ;)
 
Actually, I don't.

I feel bad for her, yes. However, I don't feel like an asshole. The circumstances could have been handled differently. I understand now why they weren't but it doesn't make me feel any different. I'm justified in those feelings much like anyone else is and should be.
 
That entire thing needs to be dropped.

People were more than justified in questioning the situation. They ARE not assholes for it.

That being said, It's OVER now and should stay that way. The project is in new hands and will be handled differently this time around.

Let it go.

EDIT: Lyn. I am sorry to hear about your life taking a turn for the worse. I hope things get better for you soon. Keep your head up. ;)
 
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