Closure or stop beating around the bush?

[Kay]

I met him through the Internet of June this year. We never met each other just video chat. We talked, laughed, blah blah, the usual couple sappy stuff. But the thing is we shared each others pictures of our family, friends and shared past experiences and insecurities. That's what made me feel close to him. Then after two months he had to go for a family vacay and while he was gone I'd write sweet messages and whenever he was too busy to talk me I would give him encouragement since he would be stressed about the things going on in his life. Next thing I know he wants a break. My mind goes crazy as to why. Thinking I was smothering with my messages from before I didn't write back to him as to why. After a few days he would call me "baby" and whatever like nothing happened. When I told him what was the whole "break" thing about he just said he didn't want to deal with too much emotional stuff but still wanted to be with me. Still a little worried but brushed it off anyways. Then after a few days of chatting like everything was okay he stopped showing up. After a week he said that he needed to take care of his friend whose mom recently died. Being understanding I told him take all the time he needs to be with his friend and I'll be waiting for him. Days pass by and I don't hear from him. My laptop breaks down so I went to repair it which took an overall of two weeks. Having to see not a single message from him my mind raced through thinking that it was all a lie and he never liked me. Months pass by and I never hear from him. Having the fear of rejection made me not want to contact him earlier. But now that fear has turned into the need of a sense of closure. I don't want to keep on assuming and never know. I hate thinking we shared so much things about each other and nothing came from it. I don't care if he says "ya it's over". If he thinks it isn't over, I want to know why didn't say something earlier. Should I ask and get closure or let time speak for itself?