i don't celebrate... hell, i don't really even celebrate my birthday. every birthday signifies a year closer to the day you die. one insignificant day among many.
whats to celebrate?...its hard to find something, if your lucky you have someone or something to pour your energy into. The rest of us left to wallow in apathy, or is that just me?
christmas... every year we have a family dinner thing... sure, it can be fun sometimes... last year, i just sat in my little corner, watching events unfold... first, we play some sports or whatever (it's usually held in a gym.)
then, we eat dinner (which is usually good)
then, we sing ( )
i didn't sing. then everybody came up to me and said "why didn't you sing, you have a nice voice, blah blah blah." then i left.