how can i make myself feel better after this?
i still have feelings and cant get over someone that i just dated only for about a month, we werent in a relationship just getting to know eachother but i got attached and he left to date another. i dont know if this is abandonment or love all i know is i have strong feelings and i feel like he left cause i wasnt good enough or enough and he reallys eems like a dick sometimes but my friends say guys act like dicks to cover up their feelings.or he could just be a dick. ignores me and glares or just acts like im not there. do guys do that to mask their true feelings? i wouldnt know... but i think hes over me completely which is fine but it doesnt make me feel any better... he seems like hes doing fine. its my wishful t hinking that he still cares but im pretty sure he doesnt at all. i saw him today at a mutual friends, he stopped by and we didnt say a word to eachother or even look at eachother we just talked to everyone around us. he normally doesnt talk much but the moment he walked in he was a chatter box just chattering away to his friends being REALLY loud when normally hes quiet, laughing loud, debating with his friends and talking about his bbmama.maybe thats how he is with the guys but i never remember him that way before. i think he was doing it on purpose but who knows. anyway i feel raw and im starting to wonder when that will go away why does he get to walka round all happy and free or feelings and im here tortured everyday. it w ont go away. maybe its an obsessive feeling. ho w can i get past it and move on? i really dont like him but some part of me still has very s trong feelings, as apparent to me today when he was there in the same room with me. its awful.do you think he was "putting on"? i know i was...hiding what i felt and smiling. maybe i cant be friends with his friends like i thought i could, but what should i do and how do i feel better??? HELP!
i just feel like going up to HIM with my arms open and saying "love me!" please lol. i want him back but i dont cause hes an awful person and pigheaded. i think im in love. ha! its awful. help!!!!
i still have feelings and cant get over someone that i just dated only for about a month, we werent in a relationship just getting to know eachother but i got attached and he left to date another. i dont know if this is abandonment or love all i know is i have strong feelings and i feel like he left cause i wasnt good enough or enough and he reallys eems like a dick sometimes but my friends say guys act like dicks to cover up their feelings.or he could just be a dick. ignores me and glares or just acts like im not there. do guys do that to mask their true feelings? i wouldnt know... but i think hes over me completely which is fine but it doesnt make me feel any better... he seems like hes doing fine. its my wishful t hinking that he still cares but im pretty sure he doesnt at all. i saw him today at a mutual friends, he stopped by and we didnt say a word to eachother or even look at eachother we just talked to everyone around us. he normally doesnt talk much but the moment he walked in he was a chatter box just chattering away to his friends being REALLY loud when normally hes quiet, laughing loud, debating with his friends and talking about his bbmama.maybe thats how he is with the guys but i never remember him that way before. i think he was doing it on purpose but who knows. anyway i feel raw and im starting to wonder when that will go away why does he get to walka round all happy and free or feelings and im here tortured everyday. it w ont go away. maybe its an obsessive feeling. ho w can i get past it and move on? i really dont like him but some part of me still has very s trong feelings, as apparent to me today when he was there in the same room with me. its awful.do you think he was "putting on"? i know i was...hiding what i felt and smiling. maybe i cant be friends with his friends like i thought i could, but what should i do and how do i feel better??? HELP!
i just feel like going up to HIM with my arms open and saying "love me!" please lol. i want him back but i dont cause hes an awful person and pigheaded. i think im in love. ha! its awful. help!!!!