Can someone that's been though a lot help me out...? Please I need someone to rant to.?

Amy Lee

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My boyfriend broke up with me on the last day of school because "we wouldn't get to see each other".
He went back to his ex girlfriend that he left for me and has been with her all summer.
He even told one of my guy friends that he might ask me out next school year...
Well, today was the second day of school. He said "Hey" to me in the hallway and that was it.
Then I saw him walking this new girl to her class.
He is still with his girlfriend hes been with all summer.

I am only 14 years old.
I understand that this is just a crush and that i'm to young to even know what love feels like.
But when I saw him with that cute girl I got a sick feeling in my stomach.
I played it off though..everyone was talking about them and all I said was that they would make a cute couple.

Not to sound like a slut but I have been through a few guys, and he is the first one I actually cried over.
I'm even crying while I write this.
I feel like such a loser.
I hate to lie to myself but all summer I was just hoping that I could have a second chance with him...On the first day at lunch I noticed him looking at me. but that was it.
I dont know what to do.
I know that couples as young as us don't last long.
I also know that he is a player.

Don't tell me that I need to get over him, because if I could, I would. Trust me.
And donlt tel me there are other guys because there arent, For some reason he is the only guy I have eyes for.
I know it's crazy and that I'm young but I really want an adults opinion on this...my mom past away and I live with my dad..but I don't really want to talk to him about this...I need a women thats been through it.
Everything makes me think of him and it hurts.
I dont even know what im asking I just want help.
Is there a way I can atleat be his friend.
Just being near him makes my heart beat really fast.
I know it's not love and it;s just a crush...probably the biggest crush ive ever had.

What do I do?
 
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