I'm really sorry this is so long! So anyway, I'm not sure of my sexual orientation. I've never dated anyone. I know, pathetic, but my situation none the less. Because of this i am not 100 percent certain of my sexual orientation. When i was younger i had crushes on guys. I also really admired some girls which may have been crushes. i don't fully remember my feelings. But within the last few years, i've had very few crushes on guys. I don't seem to want a guy anymore. Like i had two different guy friends shows interest in me but i pushed them away. The one, who i thought maybe i had feelings for asked me out and the idea of going out with him didn't appeal to me AT ALL! The other guy friend i did really like and still kind of do. but i don't know if it's just in a friend way because i also pushed him away when he started showing interest. Girls on the other hand, i've had serious crushes on; especially in the past few years. and when a girl shows interest in me, i love it. and the feelings of these crushes are different than with guys. Not to sound cliche' but it's like i feel drawn to them. When i like a girl, she makes me so happy and i love being around her. Guys, i love hanging with as friends but can't see myself dating. I'm also not sexually attracted to guys but i think girls are hot. I have a female friend who is gay and I've talked to her a little bit. She thinks you can only know by dating and she suggests I date a guy first. Bit as I said, for some reason I can't seem to get excited about dating a guy. Meanwhile, I'm crushing on my friend. Is it possible for me to know my sexual orientation without having dated a guy? Have any of you gone through a similar stage? How can I figure all this out? Thanks sooo much for any help and for reading all this! Lol 