Marcus White
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i mentioned this in a different question already but i wanna know if i'm insane 
first off, i'm not exactly shy but not extroverted either.
when i smoke i get this effect that when i hear people talk, i interpret whatever they are saying as a metaphor or somthing that has to do with me personally and it's always negative. body language speaks much louder than normal too while this is happening. and during this whole thing i don't say shit because i feel like i'm being watched and like analyzed.
it seems to just be me being self conscious and projecting it on to other people.
this started happening after about 2 years of smoking pretty often (few times a week) and has been happening for about a year and a half now. my life in general changed when this started happening too though so it could be why.
anyway i'm just wondering what people think and what i could do to stop this.
i know it's all in my head but idk how to make it go away.
i could obviously stop smoking weed but that's not the point. i don't want to let this beat me. ijust want to be able to smoke once in a while and not trip out
first off, i'm not exactly shy but not extroverted either.
when i smoke i get this effect that when i hear people talk, i interpret whatever they are saying as a metaphor or somthing that has to do with me personally and it's always negative. body language speaks much louder than normal too while this is happening. and during this whole thing i don't say shit because i feel like i'm being watched and like analyzed.
it seems to just be me being self conscious and projecting it on to other people.
this started happening after about 2 years of smoking pretty often (few times a week) and has been happening for about a year and a half now. my life in general changed when this started happening too though so it could be why.
anyway i'm just wondering what people think and what i could do to stop this.
i know it's all in my head but idk how to make it go away.
i could obviously stop smoking weed but that's not the point. i don't want to let this beat me. ijust want to be able to smoke once in a while and not trip out