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I am final year student.... I've faced so many setbacks, difficulties, humiliations etc.... faced every bad thing which could happen. However so far I've managed to overcome those... but again my bad luck or whatever chases me... I work so hard...even forgetting my meals.....yet I never get the things even closer to what I deserve. Even if have every requirement to get something....I don’t get them. Every time I try for something...my targets comes very closer to me... but then suddenly vanishes for some reason. I won’t care that if it is because of my mistakes... but it is not. I am unable to achieve my well deserved goals almost all the time because of reasons I don't have control of.
It is not the first, second or third time which happened to me... it happens almost all the time. So far I managed to stick myself together and keep on going.... but even today something same as that happened...and now I am sick of this..... I am so depressed. I am losing hope....and I am falling apart.
So far I've done well inmy studies, but now reasons which are beyound my control are jepordizing my studies...... and it's hurting me so so much.
I am the person who never gives up...but I don't know how long I could go on....
Can anyone give me some advice?
It is not the first, second or third time which happened to me... it happens almost all the time. So far I managed to stick myself together and keep on going.... but even today something same as that happened...and now I am sick of this..... I am so depressed. I am losing hope....and I am falling apart.
So far I've done well inmy studies, but now reasons which are beyound my control are jepordizing my studies...... and it's hurting me so so much.
I am the person who never gives up...but I don't know how long I could go on....
Can anyone give me some advice?