i CAN't figure out if my boyfriend of 10 months is gay or if he just wants to have sex with other women and keep me 'pure' for marriage or if he doesnt find me attractive.
situation
:
he loves tiny little figures. he says dancers bodies are his favorite.
im normally a petite size 2.
but i had surgery 14 months ago after car accident and had to take meds that balooned me and couldnt work out.
so ive been size 6-8 while dating.
i know he likes skinnier chicks.
but we kiss a lot. and he is great at touching me down here, but only if i ask him to.
i give oral also.
we're supposed to be exclusive.
ive started to gently chide him and ask why he hasnt 'tried' to have sex sex with me.
he replies that i seem pure or virginal
but he knows im not a virgin.
anyway ive found us stash of condoms and also found girl on girl sub dom porn on his pc.
also he has been checking and possibly writing girls on craigslist.
so none of this makes him seem like he is gay, but is a possible cheater or dog.
but he said some really weird things that make me question his straightness.
a couple times when he has been half awake he said 'cooches are disgusting' and one time when he was grinding his jaw in his sleep i jostles him and said whats the matter and he said he it was the semen in his mouth,. wth.
i chalked it up to him being tired/drunk each time.
but last night as we were walking thru the mall he made a weird joke.
we saw a big huge billboard for victoria secrets.
chicks in bras.
he said 'wow boobies! i guess i do like girls"
anyway does he sound in the closet or just like a cheater ?
he is 35 btw, handsome and reminds me is good looking.
situation
:
he loves tiny little figures. he says dancers bodies are his favorite.
im normally a petite size 2.
but i had surgery 14 months ago after car accident and had to take meds that balooned me and couldnt work out.
so ive been size 6-8 while dating.
i know he likes skinnier chicks.
but we kiss a lot. and he is great at touching me down here, but only if i ask him to.
i give oral also.
we're supposed to be exclusive.
ive started to gently chide him and ask why he hasnt 'tried' to have sex sex with me.
he replies that i seem pure or virginal
but he knows im not a virgin.
anyway ive found us stash of condoms and also found girl on girl sub dom porn on his pc.
also he has been checking and possibly writing girls on craigslist.
so none of this makes him seem like he is gay, but is a possible cheater or dog.
but he said some really weird things that make me question his straightness.
a couple times when he has been half awake he said 'cooches are disgusting' and one time when he was grinding his jaw in his sleep i jostles him and said whats the matter and he said he it was the semen in his mouth,. wth.
i chalked it up to him being tired/drunk each time.
but last night as we were walking thru the mall he made a weird joke.
we saw a big huge billboard for victoria secrets.
chicks in bras.
he said 'wow boobies! i guess i do like girls"
anyway does he sound in the closet or just like a cheater ?
he is 35 btw, handsome and reminds me is good looking.