Boring Realization

FairyScarlet

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Well, I have been gone for the past 2 weeks away at a College (but that is a diffrent story, check Brain Droppings). And I made some of the best friends ever out there, and I even found myself a girl who I think is just amazing. She doesnt live to far away, and with me getting my liscense in about 3 months Ill be able to see her whenever I can find the time.

Anyway, upon leaving all my buds behind I realized how big of dicks half my friends are and just how boring my life is. I come home and sit, get on the computer, eat, go to sleep. Throw in a party like once a month and theres my life. I was talking with my parents about how boring my life is and then they say "well school is coming up so youll have something to do". Yeah. Right. Wake up every morning like a zombie, go to school, do some work, come up, do something and then sleep. Wash Rinse and Repeat for 180 days. Then Summer comes round again with nothing else to do like always.

I mean Im not depressed or anything, but man coming back from something like that really makes you feel like your wasting your time every single day. Theres nothing that ever happens thats exciting and right now Im really really tired of the people around here. Meeting new people was amazingly fun and the whole trip was just awesome.

So thats my little rant about how boring life is. If anyones ever felt this way before (and Im sure a few of you have), how did you make it so you didnt feel like your time is being wasted? Maybe its just a teenage thing Im going through, because I know once I get older and start a family then Ill have something I need to do. But right now it just feels like Im a walking zombie doing everything everyone tells me to do with little to no freedom.
 
I moved away from where I grew up a couple of months ago. To be completely honest I guess part of it was running from a crappy situation. When I got down here, not only did I realize that my friends were tools in the worst sense, but that I was also a tool.

My advice is fly the coop as soon as you can and reach those new horizons. Barring that...just find at least one thing every day that makes you somewhat happy and focus on that until you decide what to do with your life.
 
Well, I mean Im happy but Im just bored as fuck. I can find stuff that makes me happy, but being happy doesnt mean you're not bored along with it. With this new game programming finesse(sp?) I think I might be able to do something worthwhile so long as I can get somewhere with it.
 
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