Moving Forward To Nowhere
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Last night I had an interesting dream, some very minor details are hard to recall but I remember all of it almost completely.
It starts in an olden day setting, I an wearing a puffy, full circle, fancy olden day dress. I am in hall sitting near the queen. It is my job to write down everything that she says.
It then skips to a conversation between two well-to-do men and the queen. I am frantically writing down every word. All is well until I accidentally make a mistake, somehow the queen and the two men already know.. I am now frantically trying to apologize to both the men and the queen, so stressed that I accidentally call the queen "sir" whilst apologizing...
one of the two men instantly calls out.. "She should be put to death for this!"
The queen on the other hand is much kinder and I get the feeling that she likes me, so she protests.
However, I am taken away anyway against the wishes of the queen and made to kneel along side a group of already kneeling men. I know instantly that these men and myself are going to be executed. Some of the men are crying and others are pleading with the guards who are holding old fashioned guns of some kind. I consider as to weather I should try to reason with a guard but choose not to because i was confident that i would not die for some reason.
I hear the gun shots of the men being killed one by one as they work their way along the line towards me at the end... just as the guard wielding the weapon gets to me I lunge out crying and trying to grab his legs pleading with him.. however I am met with a bullet.
The moment I am shot I somehow fade out.. all sound and vision blurs, and it feels like I am in quick-sand sinking out of consciousness. I feel myself trying to fight to stay conscious as I desperately attempt to make my peace with god before it's too late..
II say to myself (or think to myself?) "please god forgive me" and then wake up the moment I lose consciousness or 'die'.
The feeling of dying in my dream was so strange... it was very scary and I was so relieved to have woken up.. I instantly felt privileged to still have time.
What does it mean to die in a dream?
It starts in an olden day setting, I an wearing a puffy, full circle, fancy olden day dress. I am in hall sitting near the queen. It is my job to write down everything that she says.
It then skips to a conversation between two well-to-do men and the queen. I am frantically writing down every word. All is well until I accidentally make a mistake, somehow the queen and the two men already know.. I am now frantically trying to apologize to both the men and the queen, so stressed that I accidentally call the queen "sir" whilst apologizing...
one of the two men instantly calls out.. "She should be put to death for this!"
The queen on the other hand is much kinder and I get the feeling that she likes me, so she protests.
However, I am taken away anyway against the wishes of the queen and made to kneel along side a group of already kneeling men. I know instantly that these men and myself are going to be executed. Some of the men are crying and others are pleading with the guards who are holding old fashioned guns of some kind. I consider as to weather I should try to reason with a guard but choose not to because i was confident that i would not die for some reason.
I hear the gun shots of the men being killed one by one as they work their way along the line towards me at the end... just as the guard wielding the weapon gets to me I lunge out crying and trying to grab his legs pleading with him.. however I am met with a bullet.
The moment I am shot I somehow fade out.. all sound and vision blurs, and it feels like I am in quick-sand sinking out of consciousness. I feel myself trying to fight to stay conscious as I desperately attempt to make my peace with god before it's too late..
II say to myself (or think to myself?) "please god forgive me" and then wake up the moment I lose consciousness or 'die'.
The feeling of dying in my dream was so strange... it was very scary and I was so relieved to have woken up.. I instantly felt privileged to still have time.
What does it mean to die in a dream?