Irrelevance
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To start off this story, I will say that I am a man that doesn't believe in betraying your friends, and doesn't believe in relationships, mainly because most of them never work out, and only end with pain.
Well, my asshole friend decided to dump his girlfriend about 2-3 weeks ago, telling her that he just used her for sex, etc, and at the beginning I would comfort her, because I was the only friend she had left since my friend didn't trust her hanging out with anyone else. She starts cutting again, and I make a pact with her that made sure that she wouldn't ever cut again, and she made me promise that if she stopped cutting, then I would always be there for her. Well, throughout the last few weeks I have been helping her, and she finally got over my best friend, but in the process I have been noticing what an amazing girl she is.
Everyone asks if we are going out, because we are always hanging around eachother, laughing, talking, etc. At one point she even told my other friend (that didn't date her) that she really liked me, but I had to make it clear to her that I couldn't because I would lose my best friend. Ever since then we always say, "No, we're just friends." Lately I have been thinking about being more than just friends with her. I noticed this just today when we were at the game, and a guy tried flirting with her, and she resisted alittle bit, but not a lot. I immediately got jealous, and angry, trying to hide it by playing with my cell phone, I eventually had to walk back to the stands.(nothing ended up happening between her and that guy) I know this is wrong because of my morals, my rules, one huge one is that you don't date your best friends ex, you don't even flirt with you best friends ex.
On the ride home she noticed something was wrong with me, and asked me to tell her, I told her I was fine, even though I felt like telling her how I felt. I'm going off to college soon, and I'll be leaving this girl behind, so if I went after her, I know that I would not only lose my best friend that dated her, I would probably lose all of my other best friends too.
Thanks for listening to my stupid High School Drama rant, I just had to get this shit off my chest.
Well, my asshole friend decided to dump his girlfriend about 2-3 weeks ago, telling her that he just used her for sex, etc, and at the beginning I would comfort her, because I was the only friend she had left since my friend didn't trust her hanging out with anyone else. She starts cutting again, and I make a pact with her that made sure that she wouldn't ever cut again, and she made me promise that if she stopped cutting, then I would always be there for her. Well, throughout the last few weeks I have been helping her, and she finally got over my best friend, but in the process I have been noticing what an amazing girl she is.
Everyone asks if we are going out, because we are always hanging around eachother, laughing, talking, etc. At one point she even told my other friend (that didn't date her) that she really liked me, but I had to make it clear to her that I couldn't because I would lose my best friend. Ever since then we always say, "No, we're just friends." Lately I have been thinking about being more than just friends with her. I noticed this just today when we were at the game, and a guy tried flirting with her, and she resisted alittle bit, but not a lot. I immediately got jealous, and angry, trying to hide it by playing with my cell phone, I eventually had to walk back to the stands.(nothing ended up happening between her and that guy) I know this is wrong because of my morals, my rules, one huge one is that you don't date your best friends ex, you don't even flirt with you best friends ex.
On the ride home she noticed something was wrong with me, and asked me to tell her, I told her I was fine, even though I felt like telling her how I felt. I'm going off to college soon, and I'll be leaving this girl behind, so if I went after her, I know that I would not only lose my best friend that dated her, I would probably lose all of my other best friends too.
Thanks for listening to my stupid High School Drama rant, I just had to get this shit off my chest.