I had a disectomy L2-L3 on May 6, 2008 and returned to work, as a lawyer, the following week with very little pain. Unfortunately my lower spine continued to deteriorate and when I started falling over when I walked and couldn't function without painkillers, I underwent posterior L5-S1 fusion, on February 10, 2009 and was released from the hospital 10 days later. The pain was literally unbearable. It took almost a full week to come up with a drug regime that could control the pain. (One of the screws had penetrated the nerve root.) Two weeks after being released from the hospital, I went back to work, mostly from home where I could see clients and work from bed as needed. Thankfully we have the internet and I have great staff. I was taking gabapentine, hydromorphone, dilaudid, for the pain. That was not enough.
At my first follow up, a month after surgery, it was decided that it would be better to do some exploratory surgery to find out the source of the pain and heavy weight in my left leg and foot. Four days later, March 17, 2009, I was back in surgery, for a second fusion. On my way to the recovery room, I realized that the operation had been successful. I was ready to dance, even though I have two left feet.
I was released after a week, and put on a heavy regime of 90 mg of hydromorphone per day, 4 mg of dilaudid as needed every 2 to 4 hours, and Flowmax so I wouldn't have to use a catheter like the first time. I managed to go to the office for a half day every day. I would work for a short while and lay down as needed. I have to say that I'm extremely tired of laying down, but it's great for the back.
I hated the drugs and the effect they had on me, so just short of 3 weeks after being released, I started to wean myself from the medication. By this time, I'd been on opiates for 5 months non-stop. The withdrawal was painful and made it almost impossible to do anything. I went through nausea, diarrhea, cold sweats, depression (quietly hidden), and feeling like hell. It took 7 days of reducing my pain dosage, with the help of my family doctor, until I was off the opiates. I must say that I feel sorry for those that have to stay on painkillers for months and years.
The recovery is very slow. On some days, it's easy to walk and on others, I barely have the energy. However, I'm at work every day and still following my regime of laying down on a regular basis as needed. There's still nurabness, tingling and weakness on my left leg and foot, but it changes from day to day. According to my neurosurgeon that should clear up, since all the nerves are where they belong and there's lots of room for them.
It's difficult not lifting more than 5 to 8 pounRAB, not being able to be active, and having the discomfort in my left leg and foot, but as my neurosurgeon said, "Look at your recovery as an investment in your future".
It's going to be slow, so be patient. And when you're feeling low, just remeraber that there are lots of people out there like you.