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So hey. I am reading a story (I do not know who the author is personally) and I think it is kind of good. But I was wondering, in your opinion, what is the estimated age of the author who wrote this? It doesn't matter really though. I was just curious because I can't figure out how old the author is and he/she wouldn't tell me when I PM him/her. Anyways, I will be giving you the prologue. Here it goes.
I yearned to reach for him and grab his hand, to wrap my arms around him and ease his pain. I wanted so much to wipe his tears away and lean his head on my shoulder. I wanted to but I just couldn’t. Not when it was all my fault.
His agony echoed another in mine, doubling the pain that was already crippling me. But what could I do? It was and would always be my fault. There were no medications for the suffering I caused him. There was no place for him to hide from the anguish. There was nothing I could do but to hurt him more.
This was the consequence for what I had done. I wanted to hurt him, to make him suffer, yet I hated myself for doing it. I wanted to break his heart but now that is was broken, my heart too was crumpled. I wanted to play games with his mind but instead we both ended losing. I wanted him to face this agony, yet I yearned to protect him from it. And these two selfish sides of me would never cease to exist.
I know if all my schemes succeeded, and I had already killed him inside, nothing else would ever matter to me but the pain, his and mine. But if all else had gone wrong, and he had remained the same one I had learned to love, all the suffering would end – no, it would not end but it would seem like there was no agony at all. The irony of everything.
I couldn’t even try to comfort him and apologize because this was what I wanted in the first place. After all, his pain was what I needed. But when his pain ricocheted mine, what was left to do? What step do I have to take to end all of these and go back to the beginning?
What would I have to do to turn back time?
So, do you think the author was already an adult or what? What do you think is the average age of the person who wrote this? Though it is not amazing,whatsoever I think it is pretty good.
Thanks in advance. (Anyways, lost 5 points out of curiosity.) XD
I yearned to reach for him and grab his hand, to wrap my arms around him and ease his pain. I wanted so much to wipe his tears away and lean his head on my shoulder. I wanted to but I just couldn’t. Not when it was all my fault.
His agony echoed another in mine, doubling the pain that was already crippling me. But what could I do? It was and would always be my fault. There were no medications for the suffering I caused him. There was no place for him to hide from the anguish. There was nothing I could do but to hurt him more.
This was the consequence for what I had done. I wanted to hurt him, to make him suffer, yet I hated myself for doing it. I wanted to break his heart but now that is was broken, my heart too was crumpled. I wanted to play games with his mind but instead we both ended losing. I wanted him to face this agony, yet I yearned to protect him from it. And these two selfish sides of me would never cease to exist.
I know if all my schemes succeeded, and I had already killed him inside, nothing else would ever matter to me but the pain, his and mine. But if all else had gone wrong, and he had remained the same one I had learned to love, all the suffering would end – no, it would not end but it would seem like there was no agony at all. The irony of everything.
I couldn’t even try to comfort him and apologize because this was what I wanted in the first place. After all, his pain was what I needed. But when his pain ricocheted mine, what was left to do? What step do I have to take to end all of these and go back to the beginning?
What would I have to do to turn back time?
So, do you think the author was already an adult or what? What do you think is the average age of the person who wrote this? Though it is not amazing,whatsoever I think it is pretty good.
Thanks in advance. (Anyways, lost 5 points out of curiosity.) XD