I don't mean to suggest people put it on or anything.
I just have been thinking a lot recently how I pretend to be more macho than I am and how it maybe makes me come across as 'fake' and people pick up on this subconsciously somehow.
I do lower my voice and am as unexcitable and boring as possible, I know people hate that flamboyant thing.
Another thing is when I am drunk and with gay people or on my own, I feel like a different person somehow and I let my guard down. Gross, I hate it.
Is it put on, when people are a bit, 'you know' that way... like Perez Hilton?
I just have been thinking a lot recently how I pretend to be more macho than I am and how it maybe makes me come across as 'fake' and people pick up on this subconsciously somehow.
I do lower my voice and am as unexcitable and boring as possible, I know people hate that flamboyant thing.
Another thing is when I am drunk and with gay people or on my own, I feel like a different person somehow and I let my guard down. Gross, I hate it.
Is it put on, when people are a bit, 'you know' that way... like Perez Hilton?