I have to lead a completely sedentary life, in order to keep symptoms at bay. I can't even fill the dishwasher or wipe down a counter. It's gotten ridiculous. I had to send my daughter away to stay with relatives because I am unable to even take care of myself.
History:
Age 14-animal and seasonal allergies started
Age 16 - quit having bowel movements. went 3-6 months at a time. extreme pain. had appendix removed. It didn't help.
Age 16-21-stopped having bowel movements. extreme constant pain. lots of pain pills. also alcoholic, which didn't help.
Age 21-22-laxative dependent. 3 hours diarrhea daily before work.
Age 22-all of the sudden got very very "drugged" (pain, pressure, drugged, heavy distorted, painful eyes, worse with moving head or eyes, pressure in sinuses, pressure in head, feels like it's going to explode or implode, feel drugged up, hot flushes, adrenaline rushes, drop zone sensation, grayed vision, painful eyes, walk v..e...r...y.. slowly because head is so "drugged", have to hold onto walls, can't turn head or eyes, focus on anything with eyes, beyond exhausted, seeing white haze around eyes, as well as unable to see well, pressure/drugged in head, noise pierces head, can "feel" noise inside head, talking my voice or others, pierces and vibrates inside head, feel completely drugged, heavy, torturous.)
Age 22-25-constantly like this. Went on juice fasts. It helped. Every time I started eating again, it got worse again. Cut out different foods. Went on all natural, celiac diet, all sorts of different diets, candida, etc, etc, etc. Took lots of different supplements, saw lots of different doctors. no bowel movements still.
Age 25-ended up going on 4 month juice fast. afraid to eat anymore. Saw new doctor. started low glycemic diet with all organic fish, chicken, meat, steamed veggies, and low glycemic fruit. Got worse...and then better. Started having BMS! yay!
BMs stopped again, 4 months later...
I am now 25, almost 26 yrs old-So, now i can eat...but the "drugged" feeling keeps coming back STRONG if I try to do anything physical; even take a shower, or have a phone conversation, or fill the dishwasher, or wipe a counter. It's stupid. Because I can wipe down a counter and then be bedridden for hours. or i can take a walk and be bedridden for days. i don't want to live a sedentary life. why is this drugged feeling coming! i want it to go away. i want my daughter back.
can you help me?
History:
Age 14-animal and seasonal allergies started
Age 16 - quit having bowel movements. went 3-6 months at a time. extreme pain. had appendix removed. It didn't help.
Age 16-21-stopped having bowel movements. extreme constant pain. lots of pain pills. also alcoholic, which didn't help.
Age 21-22-laxative dependent. 3 hours diarrhea daily before work.
Age 22-all of the sudden got very very "drugged" (pain, pressure, drugged, heavy distorted, painful eyes, worse with moving head or eyes, pressure in sinuses, pressure in head, feels like it's going to explode or implode, feel drugged up, hot flushes, adrenaline rushes, drop zone sensation, grayed vision, painful eyes, walk v..e...r...y.. slowly because head is so "drugged", have to hold onto walls, can't turn head or eyes, focus on anything with eyes, beyond exhausted, seeing white haze around eyes, as well as unable to see well, pressure/drugged in head, noise pierces head, can "feel" noise inside head, talking my voice or others, pierces and vibrates inside head, feel completely drugged, heavy, torturous.)
Age 22-25-constantly like this. Went on juice fasts. It helped. Every time I started eating again, it got worse again. Cut out different foods. Went on all natural, celiac diet, all sorts of different diets, candida, etc, etc, etc. Took lots of different supplements, saw lots of different doctors. no bowel movements still.
Age 25-ended up going on 4 month juice fast. afraid to eat anymore. Saw new doctor. started low glycemic diet with all organic fish, chicken, meat, steamed veggies, and low glycemic fruit. Got worse...and then better. Started having BMS! yay!
BMs stopped again, 4 months later...

I am now 25, almost 26 yrs old-So, now i can eat...but the "drugged" feeling keeps coming back STRONG if I try to do anything physical; even take a shower, or have a phone conversation, or fill the dishwasher, or wipe a counter. It's stupid. Because I can wipe down a counter and then be bedridden for hours. or i can take a walk and be bedridden for days. i don't want to live a sedentary life. why is this drugged feeling coming! i want it to go away. i want my daughter back.
