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feelingok
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If you feel stressed w/ high pulses when you begin doing things upon awaking, then calm down but worry you did damage from the adrenaline surges that you awoke anxious with, can this be bi-polar or OCD causing this? It has parts of all 3. I feel upset, worried, paranoid, hypochondriacal, etc. then get agitated/nervous/neurotic & have low coping skills throughout the day. I need to apply for disability but the doc appt. isn't til Aug. I've been this way for yrs & am unemployed, after trying to go school a few times to grad school but failed/dropped/cancelled like 3-4 times over the past 5 yrs or so. I know it is a mess sounding but I'd like to help myself improve rather than stay in this situation. Thanks for your advice.