Please take this serious.
I had my first sexual experience with a male (I'm a gay) and it wasn't pleasant at all. I had panic attacks for a month because I thought I had HIV.
So I finally knew I didn't, the panic attacks and anxiety stopped.
Now, I had intimacy with one of my best friends. It was great! (Tiring) but the day after I had an anxiety attack at a breakfast place. I started getting hot and sweaty. My stomach was in pain from the thoughts I was having. But I loved it! Why am I having these problems? I don't talk to the first person anymore. It's now messing up my friends relationship.
I don't know what to do. :-/. I can't exactly talk about it with him. Thanks for your help if I get it.
I had my first sexual experience with a male (I'm a gay) and it wasn't pleasant at all. I had panic attacks for a month because I thought I had HIV.
So I finally knew I didn't, the panic attacks and anxiety stopped.
Now, I had intimacy with one of my best friends. It was great! (Tiring) but the day after I had an anxiety attack at a breakfast place. I started getting hot and sweaty. My stomach was in pain from the thoughts I was having. But I loved it! Why am I having these problems? I don't talk to the first person anymore. It's now messing up my friends relationship.
I don't know what to do. :-/. I can't exactly talk about it with him. Thanks for your help if I get it.