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imxfamousx101

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Right now, I feel like my life is slightly sucking the cock at the moment, so I'll put it in life sucks. Sorry if I'm wrong.

Life and I are having a pretty difficult relationship at the moment. It may just be the PMS hitting me, but either way, I haven't felt this upset in a while. I almost cried a few times today, which is both whimpy and embarrassing. I know that some people out there have it way worse, but whatever. I'm pissed, here's my goddamn rant.

I'm pretty sure my roommate situation is fucked up now. Yeah, I'd probably say the same thing if my friend and my boyfriend were going to room together, but isn't that kind of selfish? I mean, you said it yourself, you want to help me. But denying me a roommate just because "it's weird" is bullshit. I'm not going to fuck your boyfriend. Let me say it again, I'm NOT going to fuck your boyfriend. For fuck's sake. It would be a TWO ROOM APARTMENT. Your ass would be there pretty much all the time anyway, because you'd be fucking him every chance you got. I would be working full time, so I wouldn't even be there except to fucking sleep and eat. AGH I just want to PUNCH something.

My parents are taking away the option of staying at their house while paying them for "rent". Apparently I've been this HUGE BITCH lately, so now I am officially out of the house this October 17th, no matter what. I'm so fucking sick of this. You know, you guys cause your share of the fucking drama too. Fuck you.

I'm getting a bit pissed about a certain Aussie not being online now I know it's a stupid thing to be getting pissed off at, but for FUCK'S SAKE. I haven't spoken to you since Saturday morning. And what day is it, Wednesday? Fuck. I give up. Obviously you're not in it anymore. Fuck you, too.

I'm grouchy and I hate it. I'm usually in a great mood. But I've felt so vulnerable and whiny and shit like that lately, and all it does is make me angry. I can't go anywhere, I don't have a fucking car. I can't call anyone, for some reason the goddamn phones in my house don't fucking work anymore. Nobody's online, but what's new. I'm a fucking unemployed fat loser with nothing to do but make an idiot of herself and bitch about shit on the internet. What the FUCK is my damage? GUH.

Thanks for reading, I suppose.
 
OK I didn't quite understand all of that, but seriously, that sucks that all that hit you at the same time. Hopefully you can get things figured out.

From my experience when things suddenly stack up against me, I find that once I settle down a bit and try to think things through, figure out my options and such, it might still be pretty shitty, but not near as fucking bad as it appeared at first.

Now maybe it's different in your situation.

But really, if your parents told you October 17, that gives you more than a month to either convince your parents to let you stay there a while yet, or find another place. I think it was you who said you don't want to room with someone you don't know...and if it was you, well, maybe you should at least see who/what's out there.

As for your Aussie guy not being online for a while, well, I can kinda say I know what it's like. There's a girl down in Australia who I somehow met online a number of years ago, and we've chatted and emailed over the years. We always say, and I always hope, that someday one of us will be able to cross the ocean so we can finally meet. Right now I'm on evening shift at work, so I was kinda hoping I'd run into her online this week, but so far no luck. She's got a busy schedule with university and work, so I understand that she's damn near never online at the same time I am. Like you've said before, that time difference is a killer. For me, it's 17 hours different.

Anyways, I'd say just try to relax a bit and take it one thing at a time. Hopefully things work out for you! :)
 
Mm... No, I'm not even sure if he'd check his email. I'm just gonna wait it out, no matter how miserable I may get. But thank you. :]
 
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