I'm 16 and live in a dead city of 80,000 people in Arkansas. I really want to so something with my life. I have huge goals to go to the USNA and that, but every day I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. I do p90x 5 a.m. And then make straight A's in school, ball practice, then gym, the piano practice, then homework, sleep, repeat. I lay in bed wanting to be something huge. I have the drive and focus for it.. Heck I've been dedicated to do do anything to do go to the USNA since I was 8. Anywho, I feel like I want to go out and be something! I want to go to Chicago.. Or new York.. Or Austin! And be something big. I want to work at it. I just don't know what to do? My worst fear is to die and no one remember me for any accomplishments or and good deeds. I don't have much time left in my schedule.. But i'll find time. THANK YOU IF YOU JUST READ MY NOEL!!! Hahaha 