Am thinking about joining the army but the fear of maybe dieing is scary me...

[Ricardo]

...but at the same time its in my ? Heart to join it would be infantry if I join cuz that's what's I would like but I dont want to die its not for the money or anything its just in my heart to do it I make more money now then I would in the army am eighteen the oldest in the family no kids but would love to someday and the only thing that goes thou my mind is what if I die then what any ideas on anything thankyou