Am I the perfect child? ( a little bit of a rant)?

[MCRchick]

i hate it my parents don't respect me for shit.
i don't do drugs(alcohol included)and never have tried. I don't go clubbing, i'm still a virgin, i don't go out with my friends. i take them every where they want to go. i pay half the bills (not because they told me to but because i want to) i have to change my schedule to their schedule. i was ALWAYS a good Honor roll student. I went to college. they don't cook me food, the don't have to clean after me. i bend over backwards for them. and what do i get back from it:

curfew (time when i have to be home): 9pm

i have to take my mom with me when i go with my boyfriend anywhere

i'm not allowed out of the house by myself unless its to work or school

i can't hang out with my very VERY FEW friends.

NO TRUST WHAT SO EVER and i have never done anything to lose their trust.

i'm their freakin slave that gives in to their every wish.

and i my a** hole father is an alcoholic that religiously drinks every weekend.

they try to make me feel guilty when ever i do something for myself

and the worst part is THAT I'M FUCKING 2O!!!!!!!!!!! I legally am old enough to do anything i please! (i'm usually don't use bad language but i'm p.o) and why do i still OBEY THEM. HOLLY CRAP.

I JUST DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO REBEL.

and why haven't i haven't moved out 2 years ago.... cus i feel guilty and kno it would hurt them. i'm going to marry the man i love and i don't care what they say or how much they tell me it hurts them. or what they say. cus i have been the most respectful, must obedient daughter any parent could have

and everyone one has told them. URGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



....somebody save me from myself..............

 

[stacyslovesdan]

Save yourself! No guarantees my dear in life that you get what you give. You have done all of these good things for YOUR benefit - whether your parents asked you to do them or not - all of them will benefit YOU - & that is self love, something your parents did not teach you but that you earned.

It is something many parents never manage to give their kids, even deserving ones. But somehow your parents, through their LACKING of many things, managed to bestow upon you, on purpose or by default. Either way, you are a good person who deserves to begin getting what you give. Your parents are already hurting or else they wouldn't be so miserable, so let them have their misery! They were miserable before you came & will be exactly the same way when you leave. Leave your guilt about it at the door, & start packing today. Really. Start packing now, give your folks a kiss at the door, & tell them thanks for everything. And start your own life without looking back. You owe them nothing anymore.