Bobby, given your question about the Vietnam Vet you claim punched you out, this question proves something serious.
If you are a member of a religious denomination that officially denounces war and the killing that goes with it, apply for conscientious objector status. If your denomination won't back you, then you and they are just noisemakers, like that gong banging loudly but signifying nothing.
If this is your source of pride, then we should award you the ultimate source of pride. We should make you a martyr for your cause.