Am I heading into the eating disorder direction?

deadendjustice

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I'm 15 years old, 5"7 and currently 134lbs (previously 139lbs). So I have large thighs, just going to say it. And I know I do. If I gain weight, I only gain it in my thighs and butt, so the upper half of my body is thin, no matter what, and my lower half is pretty big.
Anyways, I started dieting about 2 months ago(I stopped since it's Christmas time), and was dreaming about perfect legs since the summer. My weight loss was going pretty good, about 5 lbs in these past 2 months. I was originally planning to lose like 7lbs, just toning up my legs. Then I started thinking about even thinner legs and butt. And thinner, and thinner. I've noticed I'm always thinking "my outfit would look better if I was thinner." Now even large breasts gross me out. I would hate to be a C cup...5 months ago I really wanted to be though. I think this is fine, but I'm just wondering if I'm headed in the wrong path...my friends think I am. I only want to lose these 20lbs and that's it...what do you think?
 
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