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Im sure you've seen these questions before but here goes....
I am15 I was sexual abused when I was 11 but i didn't think it was a big deal. I never cryed about it or anything ,and to tell you the truth i sorta liked it and im not ashamed to admit it(im not a slut). But me and my friends where playing a game and we had to write down qualities of our 'dream guy' (childish I know lol) after I wrote the list I looked at it and it baicly described a selfish guy who only wanted sex, just like the guy who raped me. oh one last thing...I don't 'like' my rapist but I don't hate him either.
is this normal?
do you think I'll be a sex addict?
what should I even do?
thx
thank you everyone for beeing so kind and help full.
Im not a slut I tryed to enjoy it because it hurt less when I did
oh and about the not beliving it part. kids as small 5 have been raped
I find this odd though....I'm clearly asking for help and you people call me a slut and say that it was MY falt that I became like this. that I became a whore because i didn't want to feel the pain.
you'r no better then my rapist.
I don't even know why Im typing this...these words won't mean a thing to people like you anyway.
I am15 I was sexual abused when I was 11 but i didn't think it was a big deal. I never cryed about it or anything ,and to tell you the truth i sorta liked it and im not ashamed to admit it(im not a slut). But me and my friends where playing a game and we had to write down qualities of our 'dream guy' (childish I know lol) after I wrote the list I looked at it and it baicly described a selfish guy who only wanted sex, just like the guy who raped me. oh one last thing...I don't 'like' my rapist but I don't hate him either.
is this normal?
do you think I'll be a sex addict?
what should I even do?
thx
thank you everyone for beeing so kind and help full.
Im not a slut I tryed to enjoy it because it hurt less when I did
oh and about the not beliving it part. kids as small 5 have been raped
I find this odd though....I'm clearly asking for help and you people call me a slut and say that it was MY falt that I became like this. that I became a whore because i didn't want to feel the pain.
you'r no better then my rapist.
I don't even know why Im typing this...these words won't mean a thing to people like you anyway.