I'm 15 years old & I've been feeling very depressed lately.
Along with that, i've also been thinking about my weight a lot for some reason :/
I'm not overweight, I know that, I weigh about 110 pounds, but every time I try to eat something, this weird overwhelming sense of dread comes over me. I think it's been this way for a while & i'm only starting to realize it now. Last summer I became a vegetarian, & I told everyone it was because of the mistreatment of animals, but now that I think about it, that isn't the reason at all. I've got this weird obsession with what's going into my body & what it will do to me. I now do cardio work outs every day (jumprope, jogging etc.) & if I skip a routine or slack off - again, i'll feel really guilty.
Is this the beginning of an eating disorder?
I just want to go back to eating and feeling good, but I just can't anymore :/
Along with that, i've also been thinking about my weight a lot for some reason :/
I'm not overweight, I know that, I weigh about 110 pounds, but every time I try to eat something, this weird overwhelming sense of dread comes over me. I think it's been this way for a while & i'm only starting to realize it now. Last summer I became a vegetarian, & I told everyone it was because of the mistreatment of animals, but now that I think about it, that isn't the reason at all. I've got this weird obsession with what's going into my body & what it will do to me. I now do cardio work outs every day (jumprope, jogging etc.) & if I skip a routine or slack off - again, i'll feel really guilty.
Is this the beginning of an eating disorder?
I just want to go back to eating and feeling good, but I just can't anymore :/