interact with anyone else? I've lost my drive and motivation to contribute to something and i've lost my hope and inspiration that things will change and improve and become someone i'm content and happy with.
I hate my supervisor at work because she keeps trying to bring me down, randomly calling me into meetings to tell me I'm crap. I get all my work done, I do what I'm required including additional work I do for my fellow colleagues. I just don't boast or brag and my attitude and enthusiasm has sunk because she makes me feel incompetent and miserable. She talks behind my back, I have no idea what she tells everyone but it's making me paranoid, makes me feel like an outcast and kinda like everyone is turning against me.
I think i hate this girl, or strongly dislike her. She barely does anything for anyone but herself and her workload is ridiculously low yet she non stop complains about being at work. The only thing is she gets along better with others, and is a little more social than I am.
Naturally I'm shy, I've come a long way to be able to handle all the tasks thrown at me in an office environment, including assisting customers and giving frequent briefings. However, I have a nervous smile which comes out when I'm unrelaxed, it's been a very stressful period lately and I'm beginning to find it more difficult to hold back the smile. It doesn't really affect me except when people, such as my supervisor take it as condescending and disrespectful. I've explained it to her but I cannot help but feel uncomfortable, constantly worrying that other people will take my smile in a negative way, thinking this subconsciously only stresses me out which brings out the smile even more.
My smile is one of the big reasons why she hates me. Something I cannot exactly control. She hates me and brings me down in the workplace, patronizing me, calling me out on everything and talks behind my back.
It's stupid but I blame myself for not knowing what to do and how to handle this situation. This girl is making my life miserable right now. I actually serve in the Air Force and live on base. I've lost a lot of my drive for self improvement and my motivation is sinking. I'm finding it more difficult to be at peace and to face my priorities and get the feeling like my life is back on track, I'm in control and things are in order.
I want to stop being miserable but I'm starting to feel pathetic and alone, I'm finding reasons to isolate myself and I'm very depressed. I need help, I need advice, I need someone in my life.
I hate my supervisor at work because she keeps trying to bring me down, randomly calling me into meetings to tell me I'm crap. I get all my work done, I do what I'm required including additional work I do for my fellow colleagues. I just don't boast or brag and my attitude and enthusiasm has sunk because she makes me feel incompetent and miserable. She talks behind my back, I have no idea what she tells everyone but it's making me paranoid, makes me feel like an outcast and kinda like everyone is turning against me.
I think i hate this girl, or strongly dislike her. She barely does anything for anyone but herself and her workload is ridiculously low yet she non stop complains about being at work. The only thing is she gets along better with others, and is a little more social than I am.
Naturally I'm shy, I've come a long way to be able to handle all the tasks thrown at me in an office environment, including assisting customers and giving frequent briefings. However, I have a nervous smile which comes out when I'm unrelaxed, it's been a very stressful period lately and I'm beginning to find it more difficult to hold back the smile. It doesn't really affect me except when people, such as my supervisor take it as condescending and disrespectful. I've explained it to her but I cannot help but feel uncomfortable, constantly worrying that other people will take my smile in a negative way, thinking this subconsciously only stresses me out which brings out the smile even more.
My smile is one of the big reasons why she hates me. Something I cannot exactly control. She hates me and brings me down in the workplace, patronizing me, calling me out on everything and talks behind my back.
It's stupid but I blame myself for not knowing what to do and how to handle this situation. This girl is making my life miserable right now. I actually serve in the Air Force and live on base. I've lost a lot of my drive for self improvement and my motivation is sinking. I'm finding it more difficult to be at peace and to face my priorities and get the feeling like my life is back on track, I'm in control and things are in order.
I want to stop being miserable but I'm starting to feel pathetic and alone, I'm finding reasons to isolate myself and I'm very depressed. I need help, I need advice, I need someone in my life.