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Anastasia P
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For three years in part of junior high and part of high school, i dated this guy who was absolutely perfect and, as you can guess, i thought he was the "one."
That was a while back of course and since then, i've had boyfriends, he's had girlfriends, but i still love him. I tried to focus on other guys, but he kept showing up everywhere!
we went to different high schools and i had wanted to break up bcuz of it. i started my freshman year (he's a year older so he was starting 2nd year) and my school let out later than him. after every day, tho, he'd still wait for me in the student parking lot. you see? but by the end of the year, we broke up officially because i found out he was seeing someone else.
but then he showed up again! when i was a junior, he saw me at the movies with this other guy. he called me that night and told me he didnt like what he saw and that he wanted to get back together. so we did. once again, he started flirting with the same girl from last time. one night when we went to a friends party, i caught him making out with her. even tho he insisted he was drunk and didnt know what he was doing, i broke up with him.
AND THEN HE SHOWED UP AGAIN!
i deleted him as a friend on myspace at the end of my senior year (idk why i waited so long) and he added me again, saying he didnt want to be separated from me when he was already in college a few hours away and that was our only connection (myspace, i mean). a week later, he told me he changed his mind and he didnt love me. it hurt, but i knew it shouldnt.
i just started college and i realized i still loved him when i was packing my things and saw all my old photos of him in a shoebox in my closet. i messaged him on myspace again and said that i had something important to tell him, that it was about "us." he messaged back instantly. his words were, "tell me please. anything for us. you know i love you."
WTF?!?!?! i know. i love him, but i keep messaging and calling him and he wont answer. its driving me crazy that he said he loved me but now im just confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what to do?
and yes, i love him a lot and he loves me, but things arent moving now...
That was a while back of course and since then, i've had boyfriends, he's had girlfriends, but i still love him. I tried to focus on other guys, but he kept showing up everywhere!
we went to different high schools and i had wanted to break up bcuz of it. i started my freshman year (he's a year older so he was starting 2nd year) and my school let out later than him. after every day, tho, he'd still wait for me in the student parking lot. you see? but by the end of the year, we broke up officially because i found out he was seeing someone else.
but then he showed up again! when i was a junior, he saw me at the movies with this other guy. he called me that night and told me he didnt like what he saw and that he wanted to get back together. so we did. once again, he started flirting with the same girl from last time. one night when we went to a friends party, i caught him making out with her. even tho he insisted he was drunk and didnt know what he was doing, i broke up with him.
AND THEN HE SHOWED UP AGAIN!
i deleted him as a friend on myspace at the end of my senior year (idk why i waited so long) and he added me again, saying he didnt want to be separated from me when he was already in college a few hours away and that was our only connection (myspace, i mean). a week later, he told me he changed his mind and he didnt love me. it hurt, but i knew it shouldnt.
i just started college and i realized i still loved him when i was packing my things and saw all my old photos of him in a shoebox in my closet. i messaged him on myspace again and said that i had something important to tell him, that it was about "us." he messaged back instantly. his words were, "tell me please. anything for us. you know i love you."
WTF?!?!?! i know. i love him, but i keep messaging and calling him and he wont answer. its driving me crazy that he said he loved me but now im just confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what to do?
and yes, i love him a lot and he loves me, but things arent moving now...