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Katsuki
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Sometimes I don’t know how far I can really go
How much more I can take
Its like that breaking point is calling my name
I’m running so fast and far
Yet I’ve never been closer
So much confusion, complete blur..
Something these Doctors cant seem to erase,
Something in me that just cant be saved
So long farewell, I’ve done my best.
Just itching for the one who’s never failed me,
The one who’s never lied or deceived me
Just give me a sip maybe more,
Can’t hurt more than the broken life I’ve created
Its something so hard to understand yet if you knew
The feeling, the high and euphoria
This place I call my savior,
You would never ever leave it behind..
2 sips is fine,
Just pop 2 pills of each and I feel divine
With that puff in my lungs I exhale pure happiness
Its something so undeniable to me.
With the moon and the stars gleaming bright
The world sound a sleep, I cant but feel more alive
All the pain and pieces just seem to mend themselves
Even if it’s a moment,
Its those seconds of breath I treasure most.
For as the sun wakes others and starts there day
I cant help but feel sick
My skin crawls with fear anxiety that just wont die
I slowly fade more in this place I call reality
A constant struggle to survive
I seem to crawl while everyone else seems to fly
I walk among everyone yet I’m alone
The road I walk has room for no one
It’s a one womans road,
My journey so best stay away
So far away before I break
I’m slamming the door to the world
Better later, never too late.
As there’s only so far I can go,
So much I can really take
I’ve arrived I answered its call
Its here,
My moment of reckoning, my breaking point.
How much more I can take
Its like that breaking point is calling my name
I’m running so fast and far
Yet I’ve never been closer
So much confusion, complete blur..
Something these Doctors cant seem to erase,
Something in me that just cant be saved
So long farewell, I’ve done my best.
Just itching for the one who’s never failed me,
The one who’s never lied or deceived me
Just give me a sip maybe more,
Can’t hurt more than the broken life I’ve created
Its something so hard to understand yet if you knew
The feeling, the high and euphoria
This place I call my savior,
You would never ever leave it behind..
2 sips is fine,
Just pop 2 pills of each and I feel divine
With that puff in my lungs I exhale pure happiness
Its something so undeniable to me.
With the moon and the stars gleaming bright
The world sound a sleep, I cant but feel more alive
All the pain and pieces just seem to mend themselves
Even if it’s a moment,
Its those seconds of breath I treasure most.
For as the sun wakes others and starts there day
I cant help but feel sick
My skin crawls with fear anxiety that just wont die
I slowly fade more in this place I call reality
A constant struggle to survive
I seem to crawl while everyone else seems to fly
I walk among everyone yet I’m alone
The road I walk has room for no one
It’s a one womans road,
My journey so best stay away
So far away before I break
I’m slamming the door to the world
Better later, never too late.
As there’s only so far I can go,
So much I can really take
I’ve arrived I answered its call
Its here,
My moment of reckoning, my breaking point.
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